I cry every day i miss very much to my lost love why he did so i am divorced tell me how live cant live?

my life is becoming difficult after divorce how i live i try my best but i cant forget him i have lost my property after marriage with him although he did not love yet i miss him i love him i cant see i the whole world ,the colors of life i cant face any situation and he has left me in pk he is enjoying his life very well o dear friends how i reduce my grief .i dont like any thing in this world .i have started my studies but i cant read well i just miss him then i think why i did like so and why he did like so ooooo please tell me i am angry to my god how?